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My name is Luis Algarin and I went thru an amazing restoration at Grace
Ranch. I am a failed business man, a church pastor, a husband and father of
4. Before going to the ranch, I had endured the worst year of my life. I had
a terrible business failure that affected many innocent people and put my
life to an open shame. I became public enemy number one in Vermont and
suffered the loss of all my assets. I also lost my Pastoral affiliations,
was stripped of my ordination papers and all my ministry certifications.
Finally, my wife and I lost our newborn twins to still births the day before
her delivery date. I was angry at God. I became a bitter man and wanted to
end my own life. I felt it was all unfair and God was judging me unjustly. I
was lost in a pit of self righteousness in the midst of my failures.
As my life was falling apart, I received a call from a friend inviting me to
spend time at their ministry’s ranch. He was also a minister and said I
needed to get out to the ranch before things in my life continued to spiral.
I could see the possibility of that and agreed to spend a week out there.
It is worth mentioning that I had been offered fellowship with the
Fisherman’s Ministry several times over the last 10 years, but chose to
remain in the holiness doctrine instead. The biggest obstacle was my belief
in fleshly works as a key part of retaining the salvation that came thru
Christ’s Sacrifice. Each fellowship rejection on my part was followed by an
affliction in my life. As much as I wanted to separate the obvious
connection between the rejection and affliction, I could not deny their
amazing relationship.
My experience at Grace Ranch was like a roller coaster. I saw professed
Christians doing things that I believed no one who loved the Lord could ever
do. I was always tormented with the fear of condemnation whenever I fell
into sin. I noticed that the People at the ranch were doing things I
considered to be sin, yet there was no visible fear of condemnation in them.
What I mean is, some folks were swearing in casual conversation and others
smoking cigarettes with no visible concern for their health. I honestly felt
like I was in a den of sinners who were trying to water down my judgments of
sin. I strongly believed that Christians shouldn’t sin willfully and in my
eyes, smoking and light cursing were obvious willful actions. I considered
these actions as sin and their casual use disgusted me. I felt like there
was no moral restraint at the ranch and I struggled day after day with
coming back to my cabin smelling like an ashtray. I tried to deal with
things the best I could and just make it thru the week.
I spent time being ministered to by Richard and others at the ranch. I would
hear of the great deliverances experienced by people thru the Fisherman
Ministry. I was even an eye witness to this power of God, but felt that my
judgment of them was hindering me from really seeing or accepting the
wonderful things the Lord was doing in the Fisherman Ministry. Kind of like
the Pharisees who saw Jesus heal the sick and raise the dead, then somehow
claimed those works were being performed by the Devil and not God. In my
inner battle one morning, I cried out to the Lord and challenged the Lord. I
said, “If Rick is of you Lord, speak to him and have him come over right now
and answer the questions I have”. Within a minute, Richard pulled up in his
truck and said the Lord had told him to speak to me about certain Doctrinal
topics.
I experienced many personal miracles while at the ranch. I was extremely
allergic to animals and could not spend more than 15 minutes in a house that
had pets. Unfortunately for me, everybody at the ranch had pets. Even the
blankets in my cabin were covered in animal hair. When I first got to the
ranch, Richard Eutsler asked me if I wanted to be delivered from these
allergies. He said they were a product of the pride in my life. I almost
scoffed at him, but had a small voice inside of me truly desiring this
deliverance. I opened myself up thru belief and received an amazing healing.
The ranch had 11 or 12 dogs and several cats. Even thou there was animal
hair everywhere, I did not react. My lungs did not close up as they had
always done before. On day two I found myself in Ann’s camper with Richard,
sitting next to 2 dogs and a cat. I could not believe it, but I believed it.
The dogs were sitting on my left and right just staring at me. The cat
sitting by my head on the couch about 3 inches away. By day 3 I was being
loved and licked by the dogs. Reason I mention that is if a dog licked me, I
would normally break out in hives. I was very allergic to animal saliva as
well. Over the years, my poor kids would have to decontaminate before coming
home every time they were near any pets. They could not go near me until
they washed their hands and changed their clothes. Now, I was being loved by
these animals with no reactions to their saliva.
If that wasn’t amazing enough, I also had bad dairy allergies. My first
night at the ranch, I was faced with a cheesy spaghetti bake. I always
stayed away from dairy. If I accidentally ate food with dairy, my body would
react pretty violently with “explosive” diarrhea. Richard walked over and
slapped me lightly on my chest and rebuked that spirit. I told him it was
common for people of color to be lactose intolerant. He said it was from my
desire to be special. The last 10 years of my life was spent with everyone
catering around my dairy issue. I surely was not going to be some hero and
risk a first night of explosive diarrhea at the ranch just to impress this
guy. I only had a small out-house with a limited capacity potty and frankly,
I was scared of how it would turn out. But somehow, I was overtaken with the
thoughts of my deliverance from the animal allergies and believed that a
deliverance from my dairy allergies where going to follow. That night I had
2 servings of CHEESY spaghetti bake as I sat next 2 a little dog and cat. I
was dropped off at my little cabin with no signs of cramping or fears of
“explosive” diarrhea.
I went thru the night and awoke snuggled tightly with 2 animal hair covered
blankets. I pondered the moment in some level of disbelief. Could this guy
who was smoking out of one side of his mouth and praying for me out of the
other side, be of God? Is it possible that I was delivered from these
allergies that were plaguing my life for over 10 years? I tried remaining in
my self-righteous judgment of them, but as God began dealing with me, I
realized that my selfishness hurt more people than Richards smoking ever
had. My eyes began opening up. If I believed that I could be used of God
with far more grievous offenses, then these people could easily be used of
God. It was a tough pill to swallow because I still held myself in some
level of pride thinking that I was a better servant to Christ than they. But
whether Richard was of God or not, all I knew was that I was healed of the
sicknesses that were plaguing my flesh over the last decade. I felt like the
blind man who testified before the Sanhedrin that he knew not whether Christ
be of God, all he knew was that he was blind and now he could see.
The rest of the week was spent in deep bible study with the Lord. I could
hear the Lord as never before. I was marching thru Romans and Hebrews with a
level of revelation that was amazing. The sacrifice of Christ was finally
being seen with appreciation it deserved. The condition of my flesh was
finally stripped of its confidence and seen for the wretch that it was. I
was free in Christ, not to sin, but to be forgiven for my sins and hold to
the promise of redemption that came thru the finished work of Christ.
I could identify with Paul in Philippians 3:7-9 once again.
7But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ.
8Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the Excellency of the
knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all
things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,
9And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the
law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which
is of God by faith:
I had known this faith once and was pulled away from it several years ago as
pride swelled in my life. I was now being restored to that faith which had
originally found me. I also knew that without the ranch and the
circumstances of my life, I would not have been able to see my terrible
condition. I praise God for His Grace which kept me from total destruction.
I praise God for the law in that it showed me the need for a Savior. I agree
with James in his testimony in chapter 1.
2My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;
3Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.
4But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire,
wanting nothing.
I praise God for my divers temptations in that it tried my faith and
produced in me a perfect life only found in Christ. Not of my own works lest
I could boast. Our labor is best found in simply "believing" on Christ
rather than wrestling with the law in our flesh. Praise God that Christ took
care of that for us, so that we could enter into His rest.
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